UPDATE FROM OCTOBER
It feels like we have slightly damp paper towels clinging to our bodies
These represent attachments that our ego created throughout time
They have been a part of us
But we feel them in a different way now
As we transition from an ego lead life and value system
To a more wholly spiritually lead life and value system
I described the flaking off sensation of the energy transformation in June at the time of the solstice
As pastry flakes It is similar in the energetics this time round
But denser, Less aerated.
What does that mean? That cycle was for the uplifting ascension of possibilities and seeing into new timelines
We have invested a great deal into grounding that energy from June until now
Where that was characterized by optimism,
This chapter gets a little more raw. What is left to do? Creating space for those timelines to become real in the way we have dreamt. The damp paper towels represent the items within ourselves that are taking up space that is meant for new energy. That’s why it feels slightly uncomfortable.
When we attach our energy to a higher timeline that we have envisioned with our positively charged emotional resonance to it, We are manifesting it in. It is law. It is hermetic principle. So as the energy shifts to bring things in The facets of our world rearrange. We forget that we asked for this.
I am seeing a dark stage in between acts of a play: In the dark, the pieces are moved and the curtain comes up to reveal an entirely new set Where a new story will take place. If you watch my videos, you know I care deeply about children and communicating to children in a way that supports their empowerment and healthy development of self. I often think about how I would communicate to a child. It is like the universe is speaking to us like we’re children, Lovingly, but in a way that incites a stubborn feeling from our depths, highlighting where we still possess avoidance Reminding us, Just because anger doesn’t feel as good as being happy doesn’t mean it’s wrong. Just because your sadness makes you feel less vibrant, doesn’t mean it’s bad. They say you have to feel it to heal it And I think we forget that “feeling it” Sorta just means EXPERIENCING it, perhaps again Perhaps in a new way (from a new lens that was once unavailable) In my video from the other day, I said that it cannot be considered denial, because there was no more appropriate time along the journey THAN NOW to reach this point; it’s right on time. But we may be prone to slipping into self blame for things that simply just ARE. Can you unburden yourself of that a little bit?
We live in a culture of fixing
Of outward facing pristine images
We hide the fractures that live within the diamond of our inner world
But in truth, nobody has their shit together
Some people are just better at pretending
And then there are some who are without knowing it
It’s interesting to observe how people cope with the never ending merry go round of life
The damp paper towels
The heavy feeling
Certain things that were once quite buried within our own psyches are ready to be touched
They’re at the surface now
Within all of that, the message is simply to feel. Don’t rationalize or strive to justify
Don’t feel bad that you’re not as masterful as you want to be. This is why in ancient times there were initiations for Ascension. Alchemize these transits into a feeling of being honored. It is a blessing to even access this evolution of self. So many will never.
The ego wants immediacy
The soul knows the journey takes time.
